If I have one regret (and if I thought long enough I am sure it is not the only regret) it is that I didn’t model for you. I know what you wanted to do.
When I am with you again, I will take it all very seriously. I will hold a pose without giggling and distracting you. I will stay still while you sketch my outline and shade my curves.
I don’t know when I will see you again. But whenever I do, I will do as you ask and be everything you want me to be. For I regret that I don’t have a picture that you lovingly etched.
I miss you.