I am on edge. My barriers have been rising higher and higher. The barrage of curious questions coming from all sources is squeezing out all of the joy.
Some people just don’t want to take “no” for an answer. Why do people think they have a right to know about your plans for one of the most important days of your life?
Am I being paranoid? Maybe a little. But if you had been through what I had – with strangers trying to ruin your relationship because they don’t want their idol to be in love with a woman who is not them – well, you would be cagey with people who you are barely acquainted with interrogating you about your wedding plans.
Jack has been trying to help me keep a sense of humour about it for months. But the pressure is getting to me. I just want to disappear with him one weekend and come back married.