I found another post that was originally written during the period of estrangement I endured with Jack. This one was published seven months before he picked up to phone to make peace with me after a four year silence.
It is fascinating to read them now!
I really tried with Jack.
I still don’t understand what went wrong. I knew there was a something. But it was such a miserable time for me.
But I know there was a something. I know there are a lot of people thinking about the person they love at the moment.
Three men have had a major influence on my life:
- My teenage sweetheart – James but everyone called him Jammy (I still need to write a post about him).
- My soul mate and flat mate – Jack, the man who knocked me off my feet quite literally – perhaps the love of my life – the one who I am perfect for, but who broke me to pieces.
- My salvation – the man who rescued me in every way that it is possible to be rescued – Goldfinch.
Well…I am going to be writing plenty about Goldfinch…so this post is dedicated to Jack.