My Time Is Precious

I need to sort my head out before Jack comes back to England. Over the past five weeks I have felt myself withering up because of these crazy hours I am working. It’s been bad for me. I have ended up hating my paid job, dreading it each morning. I resent it because it is interfering so much with my real life.

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I don’t want to be miserable when Jack is back. But I am sure he will see a difference in me. I am rushing all the time to squeeze things in. The frenzied pace of my life is making me on edge and I have neglected all sorts of little things. I just want to have twenty minutes to sit down and give myself a manicure! My nails are hideous at the moment.

But the nails have had to be neglected because I have to work those 60+ hours a week and do my housework, my shopping, cooking, laundry, sleep and make a little time to socialize with friends. (If you don’t have time to do some socialising, then something is very wrong.)

My nails don’t matter in the long run…which is why they are being neglected, but there are other things being neglected too. Lots of little things are falling by the wayside because I am stretched to my limit.

waipThese paid hours are destroying me. I am not getting enough sleep, enough switch off time. I am always watching the time, always worried I am going to be late. I have less mental energy, my memory is suffering, my concentration is suffering. My headaches are getting worse and more frequent. I am finding it harder to smile. This is not good! Jack will not like it.

I have set a deadline in my head. If it becomes obvious that the chances of someone else being recruited to join our team are just a fantasy, I am going to accept one of the other part-time jobs I have been offered or go back to self-employed work. The paid job I am in is strangling me and my life and my joie de vivre! We can’t have that!

LIFE IS PRECIOUS…TIME IS PRECIOUS…

 PAID WORK SHOULD BE FOR JUST WHAT YOU NEED

VOLUNTARY WORK BRINGS REWARDS FAR GREATER THAN MONEY

IF A PAID JOB THREATENS YOUR VOLUNTARY WORK…

…MOVE ON TO A DIFFERENT PAID JOB!

Sayonara!!!

 

12 thoughts on “My Time Is Precious”

    1. I have always managed to keep paid work in its place. I was happy to do extra hours for a short time when a member of the team left suddenly. I have become alarmed that it is taking so long to replace them.

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    1. It’s very handy that I have been able to receive training and work in so many different fields. It gives me lots of options. I also love house-keeping. It is great to be able to fall back on cleaning jobs for which I am still highly in demand.

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