It’s very cold. Perhaps I am feeling it more than usual today because the boiler has stopped working. I was shivery cold in bed last night. Cold shower this morning (had to wash my hair with cold water – brrrrr!) and I have arrived back at the little nest after a long day at work to still no heating. Apparently the boiler engineer is coming at some point on Tuesday.
I feel like eating something yummy and warm and full of calories. But because I am always worried about photographs that strangers may take when I am with Jack, I am still eating light portions of salad and hummus.
But I don’t mind really. When Jack is back with me, we will eat plenty of lovely food and drink wine together. So while he is away, I will eat less. Sigh. It’s pathetic isn’t it! But it’s a horrible thing when an unflattering photo of you spreads like wildfire and strangers respond with insults. So I am going to try not to give them anything to pick on.
Anyway…I had a thought, half a thought. When it’s cold, surely your body must use more calories to keep you warm? So maybe it wouldn’t matter if I broke my “diet” and ordered a yummy takeaway.
Only…now I am in my snuggly pyjamas and bed socks. I don’t want to have to go outside to the locked gates to collect a takeaway now do I!
Order a pizza. And don’t pay any mind to what others say about you (I know that’s hard to do, as I can personally attest, but if someone starts calling me out on my weight, I just tune them out).
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In the end, I just wrapped myself up in bed and tried to stop shivering.
Pizza is a rare treat because I need it to be vegan (the dairy makes me ill).
I am happy with my weight, but I do not like what the camera does to me. It’s demoralising.
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Really? I’m sorry to hear that.
Yeah, I’m generally not bothered, but I now have to watch my weight due to health reasons and have to lose nearly 30 kilos for said health reasons.
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I wish my body used more calories than it does…
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I try to look at food as fuel. If I am going to be on my feet all day running around, I let myself eat more. But some days I am tied to a desk and I try to make sure I have lighter meals those days.
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I am trying too…
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Burning Calories and cold. Doesn’t work in Yorkshire. If that was the case I should have Usain a Bolts body. x
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❤ 😀 ❤
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