I am going to keep busy…keep busy. Keep myself distracted. I have plans for the whole of today (I have some time off after the overtime I did at the weekend.) I slept for twelve hours last night. Today I am going out with a very very good friend.
Must not be on my own at the moment. Too much worry, too much sadness. Best not to be on my own. Better to be with someone lovely.
And fill the day with flowers, tea and cake and all good things! It will all come out in the wash.
My friend is taking me for an afternoon tea – which is a wonderful way to be treated. I am going to try to enjoy every moment.
I am not 100% at the moment…but I am not one for doom and gloom. So keeping busy – happy busy and I will save the teary moments for another day…when I know for sure.