For the most part, I have made decisions I am happy with and have been pleased with the way life has turned out for me. Of course there have been one or two calamities along the way, but on the whole life has been marvellous.
There is one decision I do regret I guess. I mean it wasn’t horribly awful. I am just surprised at myself for being so naive and so immature. I don’t feel it is a mistake I will ever repeat because I don’t like to hurt myself deliberately.
You may be wondering which of my decisions I regret so much? It was developing a friendship with a man on line. I think a lot of you might be rolling your eyes at me. I was so daft. After many months of daily communication, I thought he loved me. I think I loved him.
To cut a very long story short…we arranged to meet…and he did not show up. At the time, I was crushed. Looking back, perhaps it is a good thing. I don’t think about it too much. It was one of those foolish phases I went through. I won’t do it again. Promise!
I love a chick flick with Tom Hanks and Meg Ryan when the world outside is harsh and hostile. They make me smile. I love their lines and characters in the movie “You’ve Got Mail”. But it’s really odd for me to watch it, because it brings back memories of my own internet mystery man. I do wonder what ever happened to him. I would love to know why he didn’t show. But maybe it’s a good thing that I don’t know.
Yup…been there, done that, got that T-shirt!